So overwhelmed now
in this sad sad world
as the mindless fools dance to the same song
ruination is at hand
Just breathe in
when the darkness falls around
don't you dare give up
Just breathe out
ignore the little screen of lies
no one follows truth
you have to hold on survive
Every cut a lesson learned
Every scar a battle won
Voices in the dark
sing their own fortune
as the mindless fools dance to the same song
atrophy in the light
Phantom noise poised to rule this division
doom scrolls read to conjure contrition
you have to hold on and survive
Slipping through my hand
all that was
lost my will
I'm so still
shadows in the cards
I'm so broken
life is so unreal
to far gone to heal
My heart grows still
life once optimistic now down pessimistic my blood goes cold
gone to nihilistic
realistic
silence
Absence in my ecstasy
nothing but this silence now
absence in my memory
now I disappear
calling all the lost
just give way
lost my will
I'm so still
crisis in the cards
silence
all is done
silence
nothing left of me
Stare at this face in the mirror
paint it up to find my grace
find the blackest kit to wear
going to bewitch this night
Out the door to the allure
in the drackest night I'll dance
follow mw in my misery
when the spirits dance all night
Somewhere in this misrule
I'll find the will to stay alive
somewhere in that hollow
hunting in lust I find here there
there she is the midnight chimera
The nemesis let's us go
find our secrets now in trust
when the painted mask goes away
so we find ourselves powerless
so we endure from the allure
in the drackest night we dance
makes me forget misery
To stand so cross
so far detached
in your scene
I lost my fight to your disdain
of my world
Going for broke
who will save you
from yourself
seven sins done
who will save us
from our hell
in shattered mirrors
in the neon light
broken light through the mist of discontent
severed hearts from the days that end all
hear the echo of distant hearts in love
disillusion us in our Avalon
disenchant the fae in our bygone love
to mend the wound
so far away
in our time
I trust my sight to guide my heart
through this world
it's not over
I'm awake now
open wounds that stain the stars red
when the moon has fell to dread
falling tears now in the veil
the sequence is now void of course
it's all right
I'll find my way
it's alright
I tell you this
rejection made me
bleed my soul out
turn the stars red
fall to dread
it's alright
I'll find my way
it's all right
angels in their devil's fashion
dance the game of my distraction
electric moon has risen tonight
show me to the devil's glamour
open wounds that stain the light red
when the song stops
falling fear now in the veil
the sequence of life
void of course
In the dark I've held my lie
no one knows this
hallowed out in the veil
waiting for you
I feel it through the veil
I feel you're near
bring the wind
bring the storms
in this world
we are not
Alone in this world
I hear your voice
waiting in despair
to hear my name
though this nightmares end
I have fallen far
in the shadows pass
solace in my dreams of you
in the light
I fell from grace
no one knows this
running out of this hell
falling towards you
I know what follows me
haunting my dream
I hear the hounds of hell sing their lonely song
voices in that song echo through my mind
every step I take for good
opens the gates of hell
getting tired of endless games
getting sick of mindless fools
always thrown to the hounds of hell
adrift in the underground
I fall to the coldest brood
I am the night and the day
I am the saint and the fiend
I am the one they always love
I am the saint and the fiend
I am the one they always blame
I am the saint and the fiend
I feel that distant pain
haunting my time
I know the hounds of hell
will bring their forlorn song
I can hear their calls of discontent
getting closer for a fight
in this night I stand my ground
the line is drawn in my blood
Reflections on a time we were so young at heart
passing days turn to wistful years gone by
we were young in simple times
innocent and then we grow
from all the ups and downs
from all the love and pain
the everlasting maze
in this sojourn in life
forever to feel that joy of the first time love
falling far till our hearts just beat as one
and further we fall
memories are longer than our dreams can fly
forever in the eyes our heat will be that young
we will be forever
Ravaged by my past
all the scars run deep
the pain will always last
every God damn day
all the wounds will bleed
all my wounds will bleed
forever
Anguish lives in me
bleeds my life away
through their broken veil
cry for the one to build me up
always find the one to knock me down
having all the darkness steal my dreams away
I'm feeling cold
Unseelie's hold
Broken through their veil
the darkest court now rules Unseelie bound for fate
shadows find their voice
Knocked out of line
and so out of sync
In deceit you closed the book on me
Given all the chances to make things right
you grab another heart to break their will, and break my own
fading to the scarlet twilight of my heart
wondering why I never avoided your lure
and spared myself from you
I walk away tonight
and pain will be my shadow
all the wasted time is gone
my hearts desire gone
Another will come
to make thing right
but in this moment now, I only see this fate
Can't sleep on this noise
anxious the mind is
you stupid ghost of me
just shut up
Lying in the darkness
heart starts it's race now
chaotic vision me
just get up now
Another night down
will pass to my curse
hypnotic toxic
leave me alone
Down the rabbit hole I go
fear has it's grip now
running through my veins
Down the rabbit hole I go
as my breath escapes me
intangible slipstream
Could it always be
my demons of doubt
waiting in the dark
to bring me down
don't let inside, no, don't let it inside
Sometimes I wish I can just runaway
Something inside me won't let me go
so much confusion perception adrift
start it all over
so I can be like you
Someone that always knows what to do
the darkest hours bring out the best in you
never me
Sometimes I wish I can just run away now
someone help me
something inside me always holds me down now
why can't you help me
What is this place I find myself
a exiled song of sadness fills my heart
where is this place I find myself
in the loneliness of self destruction
can't escape
Where can I go
what can I do
dream in the furious high
What is this face reflected back
in the stormy window telling me no
who is this person I've fallen to
in the loneness of depression
darkness knows
What is this place I find myself
a exiled song of sadness fills my heart
nothing left of me
Roaming through the apathetic shadows
pull me underground
through the shattered dream
gathered to my fear
desperation whispers in a tear
This is where the dreams will die
this is how it all will end
this is where the dreamer dies
buried under, buried under all the failures that
echo through time
Desolation from all the wrong turns made
though out my life
desperation whispers in a tear
pull me under, hold me under ground
Find myself always falling down in life
perpetual storms cloud the road
to find myself
all I see is rain
falling down on me
Suddenly the storm has passed
to reveal a grace calling my heart
giving myself
falling in love
Take me away from this world
so far away faerie realm
take to this unknown world
so far away, you and me
find myself in your eyes
as the world falls down around
a storm may roll again to soon
all I feel
this magic is real
Sometimes I wish I said more to you
fragmenting in shades
my memory was the lost intention
So then we will drift apart
always in a dream
and strangers we become
and strangers we shall be
Always moving through the endless veil
nothingness for all that kismet dreamt
overtime
so long oblivion
overtime
so long fantasy
My time I should've had it down
your time absorb into you
my time I should've had it down
your time always looking for yourself
strangers we shall be